Aaaaaaaa reading web toon and it’s like 1:59- Help I finished like 4 series already + have a social event tomorrow that my mom is making me go to. Also I don’t intend to go to sleep anytime soon It’s like a few weeks into the school year and ima already behind. Yk what it’s like to have a brother who used to be compared to you, but now you know what he went through? My life is [not scratch apropro]-ed up. My mom is horrible. My dad is…interesting. My stepmom is the only one who cared and she’s leaving. I feel like crap about my body. Also my mom canceled my adhd test like wth??!! She says I need to focus on academics. she’s so obsessed with me playing the violin it’s not even fun anymore. My dad is just letting this happen. My mom is dr!nk!ng more. All I have is my friends. Do you ever feel like you want to be alone but so bleeping lonely at the same time?
EDIT: it’s 3am…what am I doing? I get these episodes where it’s so hard to get out of my head, my breath gets shaky, and I can!t talk…