Ciel was determined not to cry. That was the kind of thing that got people teased and made fun of, and that wasn’t the kind of person he wanted to be seen as for a first impression. But bawling was inevitable , hiding his face behind that stinky looking scarf of his to try and make an act of resistance. As in, hiding his reaction, even if the muffled sobs and red face didn’t already give it away. "Je ne veux pas mourir.."
SORRY I RUSHED THIS LMAO ))