it's six in the morning and i've got nowhere to go. so why am i awake? i'd much rather be asleep, regardless of nightmares. it's not like i'm any less haunted when i'm awake. you're there, i know you are. i can feel you. you're always there. so why aren't you answering today? i don't want to be alone again. you're the only one who ever listens to me. i know you're probably just a figment of my imagination, but it's still true. maybe you're a ghost, and i'll finally get to see you when i die. maybe you're just a bodiless voice, chilling in my chaotic mind. maybe you're a real person, and my mind's so messed up that all i see is an empty room. i wonder if i'm actually in the room i'm seeing. i wonder about you all the time, but i think i may wonder about myself more. (no offense.) how old am i? do i have a family? parents? siblings? children? pets? what am i like? kind? playful? rude? brusque? loving? uncaring? what do i look like? do i have any friends? does anyone miss me? have you always been a part of my life? -sigh- i suppose i'll never know-- oh. /oh./ that's who you are. i remember you know. come to take me away, then? we can start a new life; just the two of us. best friends forever. see you in five.
vaguely inspired by select lyrics from hello world by alan walker and uh someone else idk rn interpret this however u wish :) made this up on the spot instead of doing my laundry lol
