UPDATE: I'm crying now looking at my old projects in junn6413. it lasted since 2020 and i made so, so many friends there, especially my best one @yxhardcorecoding. Now my old scratch account has been blocked. you can check it out. there's full of nostalgic memories, arguements, friends, love letters, hard works, 3d games, virtual towns, weapons, memes, stories beteen a war of Singapore and America (yxhardcorecoding loves America and i love singapore, so we got a friendly war* about it, we even drew comics). NOW ALOT OF MY HARD WORK PROJECTS HAS BEEN REMOVED. he has been friending me since i was in the 4th grade. Now he isn't my friend anymore. for some dumb reasons, he ruined my life full of joys. i miss 2021, it's considered very nostalgic. minecraft videos, going to the beach with my entire cousins and families, playing with my cousin brothers and elder cousin sisters, having fun together, playing videogames late at night on wednesday, thursday and friday with yx, chilling on youtube shorts, online classes where i play videogames while attending it, getting new led and rgb lights as a gift and on my birthday (now they're ruined). I moved into a new house with my parents and my 4 year old brother this year. Our cousin relationships has been separated. now i could no longer play an meet them. i could not even stay for a damn night at my old house. NOW MY COUSINS DONT EVEN KNOW I LOVE THEM OR THEY THINK IM NO LONGER THEIR COUSINS ANYMORE. please, scratch, ive been moving to many accounts and still got blocked. i dont wanna get this banned again. dont ruin my life scratch. now I've been suffering from PTSD, depression, anxiety and schizophrenia (it is a serious mental disorder which is like when you enter a room with a bunch of people, they kept staring at you, feeling weird. then you won't know what to do to make you feel unakward). im trying to befriends and hekp them but they just dont wanna appreciate it and kept focusing on my mistakes. im trying to ignore them right now. every day im having lack of motivation to eat, study, play, walk and work. i kept sitting or lying at a spot because i got betrayed. my parents deserve a better son you know. i made an edit for 2 months as my intro but no one liked it. well its unfinished since as i said i got no motivation at all. here is the undone project, https://youtu.be/zkxbl2OrscY. also dont forget to subscribe. i hate how i see everyone talking, enjoying, eating, playing and working happily without me. im trying to talk and befriends with them but they scolded me, i cant do anything about that, i'll always just let them go. im not a psycho or what, im just trying my best. my parents recommend me to go to the mental hospital. i don't want to go there man, I JUST NEED PEOPLE WHO HAVE INTEREST OR CAN TALK TO ME.
