guys ian has lore now no way i have autism *screams autisticly* also i'm being forced to have some amount of self esteem because i forced bff to have self esteem so now it's forcing me to have self esteem thAT'S OKAY CAUSE I'VE GOT NO SELF ESTEE- i listened to music for like 6 hours yesterday i literally just repeated the same 10-30 songs i think my favorite song rn is Balaclava idk tho Lips Are Movin is a vibe though and so are the other 10-30 songs i listened to I'M SO AUTISTIC- guys, D is for Dangerous says the name of the album i don't know it's not one of my most favorite songs but it's pretty good and i thought that was funny yeah i dunno GUYS I FOUND AN /OLD/ PLAYLIST I MADE IT'S CALLED MOTIVATIONAL AND I MADE IT BEFORE I MET BFF ow that hurts to think about- anyways time to look at this old playlist PFT THERE'S "I Love my Truck" ON THERE I REMEMBER WHEN I LISTENED TO THAT SONG OH MY GOSH- I REMEMBER LAUGHING AT THIS SONG LIKE I THINK I KIND OF KNEW BUT I'VE DEFINITELY LOST INNOCENCE SINCE THEN- *autism* i found one called Ultimate i'm not even going to listen to it tbh Ten Feet Tall, this song depresses me tbh so does Fight Song- oh my gosh i found an old song i haven't listened to in so long- Love Myself u h - okay i'm looking at the lyrics and i think- i think this means smth a bit different than what young child me thought- u h h h - *ahem* anyways- guys i found Sh-Boom there was a point in time where i really liked this song now i really, really don't tbh- Levitating ain't bad tbh not one of my absolute favorites but it's not bad AYYYYYY LIPS ARE MOVIN IS ON HERE- anyways why is 100 Bad Days on here it's depressing, not motivational s m h Yeah! is on here too i remember i thought the beginning was funny my sense of humor was nonexistent back then- i honestly don't really care for the song now oh i guess that was all the songs tIME TO DO MY MAIN PLAYLIS- what if i made a whole project actually hahahahahiushfgashkdugofdihjdgauorgehkeajg i'm doing that now