Desc <3 I love you, keep going darlingssszz :) Kinda lyrical, hehe Edit: the keep you on track/so you don’t fall apart was something nice they said to me when something came up. …………………………….. For people struggling with trust issues, I hope you find someone that you can finally confide in. I’m here for you if you need it. For him, for her, for everyone that caved my way into my heart. I love them, even though they want to hate me- I’ll never hate them back. You can’t break a heart twice and repair something that’s already been fixed. <3 ……………………………………….
You watched my heart break because I forgot how to stitch it, Wish I had a better response, wish you had a better answer, Caught my eyes wandering and I forgot to wave, I promise I’m not staring. My head made a list embedded on my heart, 90 reasons why I needed you, Maybe once, or twice, I burned it in shame. Oh I hid it, inside my chest, Under my desk, Maybe someone will read, these beautiful words and cry, I know it won’t be you, But they’ll be returning them back, Once they realize, They were meant for someone else. Met a friend in the spring, We talked for a few, But I accidentally poured my heart out before the time went out. Met you in the fall, And I keep the note safe, So I don’t forget how to stop being ok. So I hid it, inside my head, Under my little bed, Where the pillows are stained with tears and regret, My 90 reasons why I still wanted to believe in love, Maybe someone will realize that I’m feeling blue, I wish it was you. See you with your red jersey friends, I wish that I knew them too, Funny how every sad song reminds me of you, Because all we felt was happiness. I never say a word about you, But my laughter tells the truth. So I light another candle, To keep myself on track, Praying that I won’t fall apart, And that you won’t slip away too soon. And on those days, Where our eyes meet, In those two seconds, I think a thousand words, My heart breaks and it bursts, And I simply smile. And stare.
