★ extra notes / warnings ✮⋆˙ ★ this was meant to be viewed on tablets, pcs, chromebooks, and other computer like devices. this ★ project/ desc contains: ⋆｡°✩ drawn self hurt ⋆｡°✩ mentions of un-living ⋆｡°✩ mentions of dr^g & n!c0t!ne use ★ vent part thing ⋆｡°✩ this isn’t everything that’s going on, as scratch will smite me if I try adding anything else, but I’m not mentally ok. sorry that everything is all over the place. if you have any questions, I have a magma that can be used to explain everything. ⋆｡°✩ if I’m being completely honest, I really don’t want to be here anymore,,, bc life isn’t getting better and my meds are no longer working. I’m so stressed out bc idk if my friends offline and online even want me to be around them, alive or dead. my wrists, arms, and thighs hurt so much bc of this stupid pocket knife my dad owns and self hurt is literally the only coping mechanism that works, but I want to stop bc ik it’s hurting me. some kids in school are also picking on me bc I trusted one of them w/ personal crap bc I thought they wouldn’t be that heartless, but they keep telling me to kms and that I would be better off gone. they just might get what they want. I also tried smoking yesterday. never again. it had me coughing so hard and I couldn’t breathe until I put the stupid cigar down. idk why my “friends” keep playing w/ that crap. I just really hate everything going on rn, and constant regret the one time I could have overdosed and ended it all, but didn’t.
★ music [song to artist] ★ tea errors, jack stauber ★ art credits ★ character: C0RPSE$TARR [ ventsona ] @-starfoxx- code: me [ -@starfoxx- ]
