I'm confused. I've mentioned my mom on scratch /many/ times before/ However, yesterday she did something wayyy worse than usual. So as y'all prolly know, I am autistic and my mom knows that. I've been sick for the past few days so my mom took me to a doctor. We were chatting and I started to worry, my mom seemed mad. So I asked her "Are you mad?" in front of the doctor. I didn't think much of it. So once we were done, we went to the pharmacy to pick up some medicine. My mom said that "what I did" was being an [butt] hole and that it was mean. According to her, I'd talked back in front of the doctor and acted scared of her in front of the doctor. I am legitimately scared of her. Anyways, she went off on a yelling marathon talking about how I only act scared in front of figures of authority, and she thinks I do it so they will call CPS on her. She said that I'm s4t4n1c, have an evil heart, and need to go to church more. She said I deserve a mom who doesn't care, that I deserve to be beat up, and that if I experienced "real" ab*$e I'd be kissing the earth she walks on She told me I was lying when I tried to tell her it was a mistake. She forced me to "Confess" what I did, and she didn't take "It was an accident!" as an answer. It took 3 real and 4 false confessions to have her let me leave our car. She forced me to make eye contact, and to get myself ungrounded I had to write an essay about how she felt when I acted scared. It took me FOUR tries. She also made me promise to stop "Acting scared" in front of figures of authority so they don't call cps on her. Should I tell someone about this? Am I just being dramatic?
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