'blow out the candles make your wish but don't tell a soul what it is or it'll never come true' that's what they say so i never told anyone my wish but i'm still waiting for it to come true shouts are coming from the kitchen again i turn up the music so i don't have to listen i close my eyes and make my wish again once, twice, thrice year after year i chant this wish hoping one day it'll come true and everything will be ok again '11:11 that's the magic time make a wish, but keep it secret or it'll never come true' that's what they say so i close my eyes make my wish and never tell anyone what it is there she goes again tall and fair and always with him she'll never notice me but i'll never stop trying once, twice, thrice always the same wish at the same time because maybe one day it'll come true and i won't be alone anymore 'when you see a star shoot across the sky close your eyes and make your wish but don't tell anyone or it'll never come true' that's what they say so i look up at the sky and when i see that streak of light i wish away and keep it safe in secrecy then it happens again it's hard to breathe harder to pretend to be ok and i pray it'll go away soon once, twice, thrice i don't want this to happen again maybe one day my wish will come true and i won't always be panicky anymore 'pick a growing dandelion and blow the seeds off do it in one breath so you can make a wish and don't tell anyone what it is so it can come true' that's what they say so i pick a dandelion and i blow it to bits making my wish there they go, happy as can be as i glare daggers with my eyes i can't imagine ever being happy for them i hope someone hears my wish soon once, twice, thrice i wish and wish until all the dandelions are gone hoping one day it'll be enough and i'll have my twin back 'do this, do that and you can make a wish, can you believe that? but don't let anyone know or down the drain your wish will go' that's what they say; i think they're spouting lies. none of my wishes have been granted despite them being mine alone no matter what i do these wishes just won't come true no matter who it comes from wishes remain ungranted, lives remain humdrum once, twice, thrice i've made these wishes so many times in so many different ways hoping for a different outcome. i'm let down each time.
music - Older by Sasha Alex Sloan writing - me thumb - @xxAvs_iix (i was too lazy to change it lol) shoved four poems together into one lol <3 they make sense as one, tho, just a lil long :) enjoy!
