Blank screen, sorry.. So I got muted, but if you look in my comments, you can see me explaining why I disappeared.. so here it is again but fully there: Hey everyone.. sorry I've been gone, I know I worried you guys.. In fine now, I didn't have to go to the mental hospital, which is good.. I just wanna say, thank you to everyone who cares.. including my sister. I appreciate you guys and hope you are doing well. For a short explanation *which I hope scratch won't ban me for* those of you who knew me for a while know that I'm s-!¢!d@/.. and even though I don't show it a lot, I am very d-pr-ss-d. Even though I seem happy and excited through the screen, if you knew me irl, you would know that i am not ok.. back to the explanation, I do (sharp objects to skin) myself.. a lot.. you'd be surprised if you saw how many scars there are on my arms and legs.. why do you think I wear a hoodie all the time? So I (sharp object to skin)ed myself that time, and I may have over done it.. the reason being I am very stressed about where my life is going and how I'm going to live, knowing that I basically don't have a family.. heck, when somebody calls me fatherles, I take it as a compliment. I don't want him in my life.. my mom on the other hand.... I wish I could've saved her.. My sister, (let's call them Rose) cares so much for me, and has saved me too many times.. Im glad they are a part of my life.. as for you guys, I count you as family, and I'm glad you guys are with me.. I wish I could've had a better apology than some vent that everybody's gonna get annoyed by, but if you read this all the way, thank you for listening.. I appreciate everything.. Thank you everyone ~Velvet
