Wow, I'm alive can you believe it?! 1 month of a break later and I'm standing, magic. Longest break I've taken among the few ones I did take lol. Honestly, I was gonna come back in just 2 weeks but guess what, parents got mad at me for not following food rules and my mental health went skyrocketing back down. Please, I'm just listening to myself. Anyways if you're wondering if I can just talk it out with my parents, it's harder then it seems. When I read @hweleiyra 's comment, I tried before making this andddd it ended poorly. They thought I was "rebelling" and "disrespecting them" so yeah. Next time? Probably not. My parents are the people I love the most, but they are also the ones I fear the most. And when you live in a strict family, punishments are what drain your mental health. So I tried to be a "good girl" and I feel better but idk. I also heard walking was a great way to relive stress so I tried and got in trouble for going on my own. I'm a "teenager" now, is what you say so I can handle walking around my small neighborhood myself, right? Living in a cage till I get old enough to move out ain't fun. But oh well. Still, following the rules so I don't face the consequences seems to have improved my mood. But enough sad talk, how are you all? During break, I finished the edit from the cooking project, which I'll post soon and Gacha Life 2?! Holy smokes! If you're wondering if I'm gonna use it, probably not. A bit too complicated for me so I'll have to get use to it but maybe in the future, I'll try it. For now though, I'll just be old school and use Gacha Club (and Gacha Life 1. Yeah I still use it). I also played a lot of Project Sekai. And I mean a lot. Rhythm games are fun okay? But how is my luck so good... Oh and I painted! It was something I've been trying to do and my lack of motivation for it, along with edits, was actually what made me noticed my mental health was not in a good position. The picture you see: <--------- is what I'm painting currently! It's gone through a lot, 4 ideas were on this but none came out well, and this is the fifth. And the shadow is me! I couldn't put my stuffie in because the paint was still wet and I'm impatient. Pray I get it done without restarting :') Also, sorry for ranting. So imma end. And, to those who commented on Gacha Archive and my profile, I'm so sorry I haven't responded TT I was on break and forgot to share whoops. Thanks to and for your kind messages <3 Ily all, have a great day/night!
