pov: you're in a perfect friendship with someone,but you miss your other friendship which was more exciting and fun and wild and crazy,and the conversations were more light,and the silence wasn't awkward at all.
"She can't see the smile I'm faking and my heart's not breaking cause I'm not feeling anything at all and you were wild and crazy, just so frustrating, intoxicating, complicated,got away by some mistake and now"-Taylor Swift,The Way I Loved You(Taylor's Version)