Heyo Fellas, It's Evelyn. I'm 13 now, in middle school, which is stressful (I'm literally in homeroom rn writing this) I'm not just taking a mental health break, and have mostly left scratch due to lack of motivation and interest. I wouldn't say I like drawing with my mouse anymore (What I mainly did on scratch) and I'd instead do full-on animation. I've had a lot of fun here and I'm not leaving fully (I'm hoping to come back) because I have idols here that I still want to see succeed. Plus, I love this community, seeing toxic people on here is pretty slim, unlike TikTok and YouTube (Where I am now). CFAU (Sala, Bill, and D|$c|r-, y'know, all of them) is still kicking around and I want to make content surrounding it on here because making gacha content and stuff around their stuff is difficult. But I can't go into too much detail here (It's pretty frickin graphic and not for kids) anyway. My YouTube is Evelyn's_HQ (Way more active, y'all will be fed well with the art) My Tiktok is Lil' Star (The @ is mentallyillfornoreason) That's all for content. I just want to say I'm NOT leaving, although I will be on and off a hiatus.
I think about Scratch a lot, but I never really got much attention here. I have a bunch of followers, yeah, but they don't watch my content (Knowing this, I'm guessing nobody will even see this) unless it's original, a memix, or a stupid remix I made for no reason that randomly got popular. This happens on YouTube too but I don't spend as much time on those videos, plus, shorts exist and those gain a lot more interest. I don't feel like people care about my art content unless they're close to me or it's a gift for someone. Even then, I hardly get feedback. It sorta sucks. I wish the algorithm was more fair, we don't use really hashtags on here or on YouTube all that much. Another reason why I don't like being on here all that much is that I've made bad decisions on here that I want to leave behind. They won't get me 'canceled' per se, but I do not like thinking about stuff I've done here. I was cringy and childish when I was active on Scratch, I didn't know any better. I've grown into a better person over the years, even over the last few months. I don't want people to see me as the confused atheist kid on Scratch who harassed a Christian once. I apologized, of course, but I still feel guilty about being rude. I don't feel I'm 'too old' to be on scratch (Literal adults make Scratch their job, you can't be too old to be here), that's weird. I'm still me, but Scratch seems part of my past now. I wouldn't be where I am now without this platform. Without people like Mimfrank and OmbraTheFurry2. Without the animation meme community. I don't think I would be happy without this place. I'm not very happy with it either, but still. Bye fellas, see you whenever I log back on. P.S.: I'm leaving any and all studios I do not host, It helps me determine how many people care abut me being on this website.
