I really need to know All I’ve had motivation for was cosplaying with my irl frendo but we’re just dressing up as MD characters Oh and my mood’s been all over the place, I have way less energy, so much it’s noticeable to ME and I just feel unmotivated to do stuff I rlly like and my dad took my IPad so there really isn’t any point anyway, my mood has been jumping around, I feel sadder and more empty, and procrastination and anxiety for and around my friends has hit me like a semi-truck What the heck is up with me? Please help I’m actually scared- Idk Google isn’t always reliable, but it says depression and crap But it’s Google, like my classmate said. So... Anywaysie I took the quiz thingy on Google (not a good source or an official diagnosis) and it said I was at severe risk of depression? Idk anymore But while I had a motivation boost from some BiliBil MAPs I saw as well as Murder Drones I drew a lot of stuff, so y a y another art dump, that definitely won’t be painful! Sorry about the lack of posting btw, as I’ve said, my dad took my IPad and that’s the only thing I can animate on. Oh, and this stupid thing that’s going on with me. Yeah, anyways, at least there’s the FNAF movie on the 27th. Yippie, probably won’t be going with my sister and her bf to watch it. I gotta hang with my friends and trick-or-treat. Not that I’m disappointed or anything but I don’t feel as lively as last year, and /those/ thoughts are back. Y’know, the ones that are like “Hey, wouldn’t the world be so much better without you? Yes, yes it would be!” So that’s um, fun. Yeah sorry, such a sudden vent dump. Just needed to post. Oh and I won’t post a lot of stuff outside the stuff I talked about here so... yeah. But I can still talk with you. Sorry for not being around. What’s wrong with me? I’ve broken such an important promise. The one that said, ‘I’ll be here if you need me.’ But I haven’t been doing it. Ah, whatever. Nobody’s gonna read this after like, 2 weeks of inactivity, so. Yeah. Oh and my sleep schedule is s c r e w e d Yeah Uh Ig thanks for reading this whole vent? Idk if you did, but can’t hurt to thank those that did that. Uh yeah bye?
Ha Tldr; Google thinks I’m depressed, I feel horrible, and I won’t post as much
