some of the things that i talk about in this project may make people uncomfortable. please read on at your own risk i don't think that people know that behind a screen, there are people and those people have feelings. it really hurts when someone tries to bring you down for something that you're really proud of i'm furious at my father. he doesn't want to understand that some people need service dogs because they have anxiety. it hurts me a lot that he says these types of things often i miss raspberry it feels like people are just complimenting me about things because i'm insecure about those things. but i'm insecure about everything. it kind of feels like they're making fun of me, if that makes sense there's this person i really like and i want to be friends with. he likes a lot of the same things that i do and we have a lot of classes together and he's super nice to me but aaa i don't know how to talk to people i have the weirdest dream-nightmares ever. the last one i had, i had to hide in a large bunker with everyone in my school because there was a zombie apocalypse. there were 4 youtubers there and then i burned a lot of paper. i may have thrown some living things in the fire? i don't want to d!e alone but i go days without talking or interacting with people i have a box of lollipops somewhere in my room and i just grab the box and kind of just stare at the lollipops hmm thinking about doing litter requests. they may take a while but i want to give it a go, i guess? why do i take so long to respond to roleplays i love that people sometimes don't care that i'm a human with feelings. it hurts to know that you hate me but that's just another person added to the list. if you hate me that much than just /leave me alone/. i didn't /ask/ for you to come and a say something that i like is horrible and that i'm a bad person for being in a certain community. leave me alone. get a life to the person that keeps bothering me - please stop. stop being rude. stop being annoying. the only reason i am taking a break is because of you. i respect your opinion but sometimes it's not okay to tell people what you think of them. what you're doing is disrespectful and annoying. just leave me alone
