Tbh, i honestly dont think i should be doing st. You dont know how much stress responding to messages, remembering to talk to certain people etc puts on me personally. You can have your own views, but please dont invalidate mine. I have also been struggling to be motivated/post for weeks/months now and its just tiring. I am NOT ok. Ive been depressed for months/years i lost count. But, i started losing hope and this website isnt really helping. I probably will come back, i might not leave but this is killing my activity. I dont think ill ever get better, but i should try. Dont try to say stuff like "others have it worse!" because I KNOW. I feel guilty, i feel like im responsible to make others feel better but i just dont know how. Ive been having dark thoughts myself, and i started hating myself again, not wanting to eat etc. Im in no mental space to be taking care of others, but this website makes me feel that way. Nevertheless, i love you all and i would never forget what i had here. Thank you, really. I love you all so much. Signing off, but not forever, -Em/Emmy/Emma/Remu<3
First Love/Late Spring - Mitski We all have are time, Dont forget me. Ok? og share date : 10/22/23 (had to reshare to cover the thing I posted out of my trash)
