CATABOLIC SEED - Seedkit Application - Fated Stars

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✷ “…Could you at least give me a bit of sympathy?” ✷ SEEDKIT APPLICATION ——— ✷ #1: Basic facts >:3 — = Name(s): Seedkit = Nickname(s): Seed, Sid (oorp lol- Sid the Seed) = AGAB: Tom (male) = Gender (current): Tom = Pronouns (current): He/him = Future gender/pronouns: Demiboy, he/they = Sexualityy (current): Straight = SeXuaLiTy (future): Undecided = Age (current): 1 moon (welp i mean-) ——— ✷ #2: Basic Appearance — Description: Sid is a relatively tall dark brown and white tom with brown markings on his head, eartips, back and hind legs. His paws and tail are a even darker brown, and he has tabby stripes and swirls all over his back and head. His eyes are a striking cornflower blue, normally narrowed in a grumpy scowl or a sneer. — Other facts: = Sid will grow to about 11 inches tall as an adult, so he’s about average height (but his attitude makes up for it-) = Sid’s plush head fur curls inward near the neck area, and the same is true for his back fur. ——— ✷ #3: Personality — Sid is…an interesting character, to say the least. Here’s a basic overview of his personality: = Adventurous, optimistic, sensitive, persistent, curious, ambitious, determined (+) = Rebellious, aloof, reclusive, quiet, introverted (=) = Narcissistic, grumpy, bitter, resentful, holds onto grudges easily,dishonest, selfish, impulsive, obsessive (-) — So…Sid has his ups and downs. He’s an adventurous and very determined kit who won’t give up, but he’s also very narcissistic and selfish, only thinking about his own gain and not others. He honestly could care about his own brother Frondkit and only cares about spiting his father Auburnflight. For this reason, Sid never confides in anyone, so he ends up friendless and lonely; the only thing he’s worried about is undermining others and making them feel bad while making him feel better about himself (and…well, he’s not a very likable character in general, so-). Sid also feels like he’s self-sufficient and doesn’t need others help, like he can do everything by himself. /However/, Sid is also very obsessive, regarding Lilackit in particular. ——— ✷ 4: Likes and Dislikes — LIKES: = Lavenders (more on that later) = Silence/time to himself = Adventure/exploring in general = Learning herbs (more on that later as well lol-) Sid has a select few things that he likes, but the things he /does/ are very near and dear to him. He likes lavenders, as they help him sleep- he often has a difficult time falling asleep due to his insomnia. He also enjoys time to himself so he can think in peace- this often gets interrupted by others though, and he can become extremely irritable. Sid also likes exploring new areas to take his mind off of things and oddly enough, he really enjoys collecting herbs. His mindset for this is that he can find the remedy for lilac cough and ‘avenge Lilackit’, finally having something to be proud about. — DISLIKES: = Cats ‘better’ than him (aka cats with self-confidence and ones that talk a lot) = His family in general (apart from Lilackit, that is- but even she doesn’t have his liking) = Apprentice duties (future) = Being forced to pay attention = Talking in front of crowds — Sid is unhealthily (and irritatingly) narcissistic, and he doesn’t like cats who he deems ‘better’ than him, or any cat who doesn’t fall for his undermining tricks, which he does to make himself feel better about himself. He also dislikes his family in particular, especially Auburnflight, whom he has a tense relationship with. He also doesn’t like apprentice duties as he finds them pointless (future), but he also despises standing still. Due to his adhd, this is quite difficult for him to due as he is often distracted and has a short attention span. It’s not so much that he /doesn’t/ want to pay attention, it’s just hard for him and it can frustrate him easily. He also doesn’t like talking in front of crowds, as he finds it nerve-wracking and stressful. —— ✷ : Disorders — Sid has ADHD and insomnia, both of which are very important to his character. Here’s a quick overview of both and how it would affect Sid: = ADHD, also known as Attention Deficit Disorder, is a common condition involving hyperactivity, impulsiveness, and difficulty paying attention. Sid has a combination of both types (inattentive + impulsive), as he often doesn’t pay attention to others and has occasional angry outbursts that aren’t always intentional. His ADHD can lead to his low self-esteem (which is the main cause of his narcissistic behavior) and make him feel bad about himself and his capabilities, causing him to shrink away from problems and retreat into his own inner shell. — = Sid also has insomnia, which is a repetitive issue with falling asleep. It can be caused by multiple factors, but the ‘trigger’ for Sid was Lilackit’s d3ath and the trauma following it. This causes him to often be grumpy and be distant during the daylight hours. However, this is where the lavenders come into play- the lavenders help Seedkit sleep. ———