This a OOC vent post and Liv if your reading your kinda the reason I'm doing this Ok now let's get on with the vent! Being the middle child svcks like my brother gets EVERYTHING he wants and I don't it's so unfair and my mom says " I love you all equally I don't have favorites " but she treats him like that! You have favorites women!!! Now that's out of the way time to make myself feel like trash! And I say a lot of these things in my head I'm worthless. No one cares about me. The world is against me! Your pathetic. Your a loser. No one l0ves you. I'm an outcast. Everyone h@tes me. I'm not good enough. I'm weak. I want to d!3. Your $h--. I'm a b----. Okay I'm sorry liv but this how you make me feel sometimes I'm just nobody. Okay I'm sorry for everything!! Wow you said I was better than you once, now look at you I'm the one crying now because your so much better than me. I don't matter to you anymore. What happened to us, we were so close and now I'm just your trash. What happened to the sweet liv that made me feel happy, cause now the mean side of you is showing and makes me feel like crap . I'm your shadow I'm worthless.
Uh some of it didn't save...whatever if I need to vent again ill put it there
