I can't take this anymore... I'm tired of crying every night...I'm tired of trying to be pretty...I hate being like this..matter what I always seem to get so pressured to do something...I have terrible grades...I'm always crying...People always say I'm doing smth I do for attention..I hate it when they do that..I hate it when people say rude and horrible things to me.. I hate crying so much when no one is around...I hate trying to be perfect... I just want to be normal..why can't I just be normal...I hate being sad...But at the same time...I can't be happy...I always act silly and so happy around everyone..but once the curtains closed...Im alone...Im alone with no one to comfort me..I hate it this way..I hate it when I have to tell people when I tell people I'm fine when I'm not...I hate being afraid of my problems...I hate trying to run away from it...But I just can't deal with them without having so much pressure put on me... I try not to listen to what they say..but they won't stop teasing me and calling me harmful things...I try to not worry about what they say and stick with the nice things...but it never works...I hate when people have to waste their time trying to make me feel better....there is no fixing me whatsoever..I hate it when they do that...I hate that they waste their time on me when they have their things to deal with... I'm tired of pretending who I am not...
I Hate Being Insecure...
