... after 5 years I finally like the way I look! So today, October 25th, my Grandma cut my hair. I love the look. And for 5 years, I absolutely despised how I look. There was a time where I could not look in the mirror or at pictures of myself. It was terrible, and I did not know what exactly I hated about my looks, I just did, ig. I didn't know what I wanted to change about myself or if I even did want to change. About in December last year, gender dysphoria began. And I am of course, still dealing with it, and will for a loooong time. This time I knew one thing I hated about my face, that I actually wanted to change, which was my feminine look. And guess what made me look so feminine all this time? LONG HAIR. And today was the day my parents decided to let my grandma cut my siblings's hair, as well as mine. I told my parents and grandma how short I wanted it, (to the half of my neck) and I am so, so thankful my parents (and grandma ofc B3) let me cut it this short. And now I finally like the way I look. I mean I still feel icky about myself sometimes on the inside, and I get dysphoric over my body, but I like my face now. And with my favorite, gender-neutral, comfortable to wear clothing, I don't have to worry much and I am happy. That does not mean my gender dysphoria is gone, the main problem is that irl a lot of people say "she/her" when referring to me and I can't even say anything because of some personal stuff and yea but I have good friends irl that support me, NEVER misgender me (if they do, which is rare, its by an accident and they immediately correct themselves) (also if you do that by an accident too don't worry i won't get mad!) as well as a lot of people online, on youtube and here on Scratch! you all are pawsome, thanks so much! And, most importantly, give all the credits and applause to my giga chad Grandma :clap emoji: seriously, thank you so much, Grandma :)
I made a doodol of Strawberri tehehe
