These prjs are just me letting out my feelings so don't mind these :,) Heres the vent: I mean like did my ex frnds rly not like me? Was I that worthless tho? Like yea, I did stuff wrong but like not even a hows amena? or maybe is amena ok? nothing. Its like whatever happened dissapered. Do they even think of me right now? I always think of that, everyday, and my heart slowly breaks. Do they know I cried last night? maybe, maybe not. Drama broke me. I wanna go back where i would spend time with my family not thinking about them. I want my frnds to still make me important even if I wasnt there. Am I only important if I talk to thm? Im really dying inside, keep acting happy and cheerful like the person i am, but im broken inside. I mean i try not to make it so ppl notice but I wish ppl asked me "are u ok?" even if im not sad, bc they know im sad inside, I wish ppl had me as their #1 yk? But that wont happen, heh, ppl are more better than me? But thats just how i am. Im honest with the person im comfortable but sometimes when i talk too much i hurt the person but thats just how i am? If i do these things, not that i hate u or im just trying to make u sad, im just comfortable with u. Idk what to do and idk if my hrt will ever heal. but this is the question thats keeping me up every night...am i really that worthless?
Thank u for ur time <3
