i just found out the worst thing that could ever possibly happen to me two of my friends who i considered the closest to me are probably leaving me. they're going to the us forever i cant even imagine my life without them im rlly goofy irl n one of them- @blackswiirl is just like me and i absolutely love her she's the only girl in my friend group who rlly likes me for who i am otherwise i have to use a weird "delcate elegant" personality around my other friends or they wont like me istg and the other one @dan1eiie she understood me yk?? like we had fun talking together when i wasnt feeling goofy and i love her too. and now comes the weird part. i wrote a song yesterday in school based on how i would feel if a close friend of mine would leave me. here it is (its rlly short) ✴ you left without me its a cold night outside i can see you say goodbye to me, to me. i dont wanna leave you cuz all the memories we made, they were true. the days we spent together i never thought that we would once part. as you packed up your bags and we left for the airport we laughed toghether for what would be the last time we reached and you cried and i cried with you too. the plane took you away and.. that is the story of how you left without me. _______________________________________ mind you, my friends told me the new today and i wrote this yesterday.
