This is just me being angry--- I love my friends, but sometimes I feel like they don't care about me. I mean, we've been talking about halloween for ages, and they didn't even know I was trick or treating with them. I try to fit in and I can't. But I don't want to make new friends because I feel like I'm not strong enough to leave them, because I still love them. I can't let go and it's driving me insane.