Yes... this is another venting post, it isn't for attention or for followers or any of that. I genuinely felt like this for the longest time around these people who I full well knew care a lot about me. It's just.. I cannot begin to bring up how I feel about all of this lore and everything that has happened here on this one small platform over the years, even if I haven't been on this platform as long as some of my friends. I am mad, I am lost, I have so many emotions at once and I can't even explain what it feels like, even if there is already a word for it.. and this entire time i've just been... calm. It feels like i'm going on hiatus again, my motivation is lacking on this stupid pitiful art that I make. There are no more of these "things are going to get better" shenanigans, this is serious, this is real. I am sure the friends I have involved in this moment are going to look at me funny for a while after this post or I at least assume it'll happen. . . . I'm sure all of this moment might blow over and my mood WILL swing back to something else as soon as I am distracted. It's- . . . At least i'm getting it off of my chest.
Credits to characters from my world to my two closest friends on here, @captain_mushroom and @superkirbyjr Thank you for your time. I guess.. Song: "505 - Arctic Monkeys"
