(song if wreaking ball, by mother mother) ɪ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴀ ᴡʀᴇᴄᴋ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ʜᴀɴᴅ ~well my username is @icastfireball you can call me fire!~ ɪ ᴘᴜᴛ ɪᴛ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʟʟ ~i go by they/them pronouns!~ ɪ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴀ ғɪsᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ᴘʟᴀɴ ~i'm a highschool sophomore and i enjoy reading and writing, i'm involved in my school's dnd club, and am currently in two campaigns. one i dm and the other i play a glory paladin. i work on tuesdays and saturdays, i help teach kids karate, which is relevant to this application because I regularly interact with children. ᴄᴀʟʟ ᴍᴇ ᴀ ʀᴇᴄᴋʟᴇss ᴡʀᴇᴄᴋɪɴɢ ʙᴀʟʟ ~i don’t have much experience, i’ve been in two chaos rps and had two generations characters, but unfortunately i had to take a break recently due to personal reasons~ ɪ ᴛʜʀᴏᴡ ᴍʏ ᴘʟᴀᴛᴇs ᴀɢᴀɪɴsᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʟʟ ~i’m applying for the lovely lakekit of course! i also have adhd and i love her name~ rp examples: srp: If you looked into the cool riverclan nursery at this time you would see a few things, parents and their kits, soft nests to rest, and a kit with lake-turquoise eyes and fire-red spots batting a moss-ball against the walls of the nursery. Lakekit was both tired and bored at the moment. She had decided to not sleep last night and now she was a bit tired, though she was becoming less tired by the minute. She decided to stop hitting the moss-ball against the wall and actually do something. She came to the conclusion to go swimming on her own for the first time, the thought coming to her between one hit of the moss-ball against the wall and the next. She hit the green bundle of moss against the wall one final time and padded out of the nursery. The bright kit looked for a smooth but deep pool, and her eyes quickly caught on a pool that looked cool and reflected more of a cornflower blue than the turquoise of Lakekit's eyes. It seemed deep and still. The fiery kit bounced to the pool and placed one paw into the reflective waters, the reflection of a kit with mahogany markings and ears twitching with restless energy shattering in the ripples of the water. The kit stepped further into the pool, and after all four of Lakekit's pale or red paws were submerged in the cool water the kit hopped deeper into the pool, and felt no ground beneath her paws. The kit let herself sink for about half a second, then she paddled up, her paws paddling as fast as she could. After some time she reached the other edge of the pool. Satisfied with herself the fiery kit ran off to brag to the other kits in the nursery, or to show her mother how good a swimmer she was. w/ mother: w/ brother: ~i don’t really have a decided final gender yet, depends on how lake’s life goes, if she has nothing going on she’ll get a gender arc (becoming agender), but if she has things going on she’ll just not care that much. Though she definitely won’t be straight, likely being unlabeled for all of her life~ ~personality~ {basic traits} + curious :: lakekit wants to stick her nose into anything and everything, and will stick her nose anywhere she can quick-thinking :: lakekit's mind rushes at high speeds, and she can quickly come to conclusions and ideas. energetic :: lakey has boundless energy, always needing to do something. brave :: lake often is able to easily overcome fear, and she definitely has a sort of boldness in her eyes. charming :: lake seems to be a bright and sociable kitten, and tends to get on with most cats. = ambitious :: lakekit wants power. she wants respect. and she will accomplish it. emotional :: lake feels her emotions deeply, and often they are the main reason for her decisions. strong-willed :: lakekit makes her own decisions and once she has her mind set on something she won’t change. competitive :: lakekit has to win. she knows she can, so she has to. loyal :: lakekit seems extremely loyal and would do anything to help those she cares for - reckless :: lake has a hard time imagining consequences to her actions. as a result well… deceptive :: lakekit doesn’t /mean/ to lie. it’s just easier to get what she wants when she does. vengeful :: what goes around comes around. the and good and the bad overconfident :: lakekit doesn’t think she can fail or be wrong. ruthless :: lakekit will do anything to accomplish her goals
~descriptive personality~ When you hear the name Lakekit it makes you think of a serene, shy kit. Judging by her name you'd assume Lakekit is a quiet, kind kitten, who treads the world with soft ripple-like steps, whose soft waves barley lap the shores. Lakekit does think her soft sounding name is useful, if misleading, for Lakekit is a bundle of fire, her strong emotions blazing and sparking through her every step, every word. She has a sort of hunger about her, with her blazing blue eyes and fire-touched pelt. Lakekit wants the world, she wants to lead, she is driven by a deep ambition, and a sparking curiosity. She needs all the clans to know her, to respect her. She also will never know enough, nor will she ever be satisfied. She will get what she wants, even if she has to lie and cheat her way into winning. She will never be done, she will never rest. Her mind can make connections as quick as lightning, setting fire to a forest in seconds. As the spark quickly hops from tree to tree in a forest fire it mimics Lakekit’s endless and burning energy. She will burn all those who wrong her, destructive emotion setting fire to her heart. Her burning flame of a heart inspires her every movement, and unless Lakekit is actively concealing it, which she does often, her blazing emotions are often obvious as a flame in a dark night. The dazzling fire of Lakekit sparks and enchants, capable of charming others into jumping into a uncontrollable wildfire for her. And she would just as easily do the same for those who she loves, maybe she doesn’t believe she could burn, maybe she would burn willingly for those she loves, who knows? Interacting with the other kits she has a great drive to be the best, and wants to win every game, she is bold and will win. At least that’s what she thinks. She will treat others the way they treat her, and seems to light up a den with her fire. She might seem fire-resistant but maybe that’s just her pure bravery. Maybe it’s just the force of her will. She seems like she could set the forest on fire with only her heart and mind. ~Adhd research~ sources: https://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/attention-deficit-hyperactivity-disorder-adhd https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/adult-adhd/symptoms-causes/syc-20350878 gathered knowledge from being bored in class and researching my own disorder personal experience Adhd is a disorder that affects the dopamine levels in someone’s brain, causing a difficulty regulating one behavior. Some examples of this include difficulty focusing on boring tasks and impulsivity. Lakekit will have combined type adhd, and as a result will be constantly fidgeting and a poor memory. She will also display other symptoms such as having difficulty multitasking and managing her time. She will often act impulsively and play the fun game of *i forgot the word sight let’s guess it!*. She will also have poor risk management skills. As she get older (late app-warrior) she’ll start experiencing a bit of rsd, and generally assume others don’t care about her. She’ll likely have a hard time fishing, having difficulty paying attention and being quiet. I can see her developing social anxiety in the future. ~future plans!~ i want lake to desire more battle training than hunting training when she's an apprentice she will most definitely try to be a high-rank at some point she'll likely develop into one of two options, she'll calm down and become more camp-fire like or she'll spiral into being a worse cat and then become a really cool older cat. She will sneak out so many times. So many at least three times getting caught. She likely will have 1 near death experience with either fire or water. I will be keeping a fire metaphor with her, but it is likely to shift exact meaning multiple times. fire is so versatile. i think it would be fun for her to figure out meditative martial arts. ~silly trivia!~ lakey will likely be better at battles with many others than one on one her favorite color is blue her favorite game is playing clan. she always tries to be the leader <3 she won’t be very good at sneaking on land, but she'll be great at sneaking in water. her favorite tactic will be splashing or throwing dirt. child cannot STAND ants. she likes birds. she will hate any nicknames. You cannot call her Lake. she will throw a fit. her favorite time is night. she has sensitive eyes <3 (i am projecting) she would have twigs and leaves stuck in her fur, but she swims a lot.
