I derpified my friends ( and me ) This is an old project and hopefully noone notices this. I ain't been too goodness lately -_-; I feel dead like all the time ( tho it's prolly js teenagering ) I'm so bad at like genuinely everything I do. I almost never finish something I start and I am behind in school. idk what's wrong with me, maybe I js have a disgustingly horrible work ethic. I feel so happy and inspired when I am with my friends, but once they are gone, I js kind of, fall off. Iv'e kinda just been doing everything alone lately. I don't really have friends at school (but the kids at my school are still nice js not my ppl or friends) and everyone js kinda busy. I guess what makes it a little weirder is that the kids at school don't really hesitate to call me "weird" "npc" or "unattractive." Which, is honestly fine because it's true. Anyways, more about how bad I am at doing literally ANYTHING; one of the main traits that genuinely makes me want to strangle myself is how I just go ahead and make every fun thing a chore. I've tried to let myself let go and have fun with things, and even distract myself with other things. Only to end up making it another "chore" to do so that I can be perfect at said thing. I'm tired, but I don't deserve to be, I'm just lazy and useless.
Only those with digested braincells can decode who is who. Some of them don't have scratch tho.
