'hey, hey! look at me! if only just for a moment, i want you to look at me. i only need you to see me, i only exist to entertain. i only exist to feed you!' ' "i'm a depressed clown, depressed clown! i'll only keep going if you look at me! attention is my IV! call me a pick-me! please berate me! please hate me, if only you look at me!'
