Heyo stars! I’m taking a break, don’t even come at bc I could’ve done this completely unannounced. I’ll try not to be goofy and use my personality but I can’t help it- :sob: So basically I have low motivation. I basically got a boost and it didn’t last long. And I cant even tell you how tired I am with putting hours into my projects. Sitting there staring at a screen forever just trying to get something done. And then when I post it I get comments like “so amazing!” Or “Aww it’s so cute!” Don’t get me wrong I like compliments, we all do. But sometimes I know there lying. I’m not saying everyone does but some people do. If I posted a few lines on the hair and then scribbles for like lighting and stuff, there’s always those people who will be like “oh it’s amazing!” Like talk Fr, lol- But anyways back to the point. I’m tired of wasting my motivation and my time that could’ve been spending doing something actually active for no one to even care. And I’m not saying this only revolves around me like there are so many underrated people. And I don’t wanna sound snobby saying “oh yea I deserve more than what I’ve got!” But I think I do considering I spend hours even if it may not be the best. Atleast I try? And again don’t call me a brat because I know a lot of you wish you had more too. And even if I do say I deserve more, so what? I cant give myself credit anymore? I try my best and get like idk? 10 views? And then I see someone they do the hair and the eyes and nothing else and look “BAM” it blows up. Like be Fr, why?! ( before I continue on my rant (lol-) I just wanted to say if you are a friend none of this applies to you! Hopefully. ) Anyways I just wanted to say I’m sorry if ur struggling with this too but some time off this app would be amazing for me. With how much motovation and energy I wast for nothing. ( and I’m trying to say this to be rude but in the softcore / aka originally cutecore contest. I lowkey felt discouraged bc no one thought mine was better than hers :sob: sorry that’s way to snobby-) anyways have a great day and I’ll cya guys next week! :)
If any of you are confused with this sudden shift of personality. My personality on scratch doesn't have a big diff from me in the real world I’m just trying to be serious lol-
