This is a poem I wrote recently, and I have decided to use poetry and writing now to let feelings out, as a way to put my thoughts and experiences into words. Most of the time though, they will be just something that I thought of :) Here’s a bit of context for this poem if anyone wants it: This poem describes my complicated feelings towards this girl that I used to be close friends with but she started being horrible ig - probably in the realms of bullying tbh. I’m not gonna go into much detail, but long story short we aren’t friends anymore, but she acts as if nothing happened so we are now sort of ‘friends/ classmates’ ? Idrk, I don’t really have much closure tbh. But yeah. Feel free to share your experiences in the comments if you’d like :)
I hate you - poem The biggest truth I’ve ever said I hate you 8 letters 3 words 1 phrase I hate that you lied to me that you spoke about me that you made videos about me that you broke me I hate how you spoke to me how you put me last how you fought with me how you made me as fragile as glass I hate the way you seem okay the way you don’t care that we fought the way you forgot it all the way you went on without a thought And worst of all I hate that I don’t hate you that ‘us’ is gone that our friendship ended that we couldn’t get along that you don’t care that it’s all my fault that your world kept spinning that mine came to a halt I know that it’s okay I know that it’s not my fault I know you moved on I know that I should too I know that it’s been a year, nearly two I know that at the time, I needed you But you didn’t need me Never have, never will I hate that I forgive you that it doesn’t even matter that I can’t move on that I can’t fix it that it didn’t make you sadder In fact not at all I hate that I miss you that I want to be friends that I can’t push you away that I was a means to an ends I hate you 8 letters 3 words 1 phrase The biggest lie I’ve ever said
