this is a vent. (I think, i dont know if this is a trama dump-) tws : death, depression (?) - why do i have a mild indication of depression? why do i slightly hate life? why is life so difficult? why am i so stressed? why did i change? how did i change? why am i so unmotivated? why am i not that social anymore? why do i have axienty? why am i shy? why do i overthink? why do i have rare difficulty of expressing emotion? why.. i dont understand how or why i changed. - i used to be social, have a lot of friends, and etc. Its not the same anymore. I dont know why i changed. why? i wish i was like that again. i feel so emotionless now. i might start to kin mafuyu asahina. i feel so sad. :( i need comfort. i love yall so much (platonic) and just to let you know, no i wont kms. i thought of death due to others wanting to but i will never, i just am thinking of it. I feel the need to hide this from others. ilygsm. I used to be a ambivert, now i might become introverted. I want to go back to being an ambivert, im still social, i just cant start convos irl and etc. i want to cry but i cant.. overall, i wish i wasnt slightly depressed and more social, i dont know how to describe it. I feel a bit better but i love yall sm <3
