hey everyone ,, uh when you read this, plan to be here for a few minutes. . . . . . ready ? okay ,, so about what’s been going on with me and everything. i’ve had an extremely horrible past two years, losing friends in multiple ways and just having life kick me. while i do love this website, i am going out of it. i will often check this of course , i’m not leaving !! but at the same time ,, well.. i kinda am. i’ve seen most of my friends on here get blocked or just inactive or .. other things. and imm too mentally tired to handle it. so,, how to handle this situation. i will be online yes, but not very often. maybe once or twice a week, depending on my situation. everyone is okay to interact unless said otherwise and uh, just interact with extreme care. if i’m panicking, physical touch is the best thing to help me but PLEASE / ask because you hug me /. i really need it and if you don’t ask, i might just .. well,, i don’t want it to get to anything drastic. just ask. if you see me talking funny or imm not myself, this could be one of two things. one is i could be regresssed. i am an age regressor by trauma so if i’m acting younger than i normally do, i’m probably age regressed [ i will probably indicate it by some means ]. if not, it might not even be me. i am a system. a system is when someone has a traumatic experience and they “ develope “ others in their mind to cope. for example, one of my headmates is rev. he might front or lead for a while if i’m taking a break. sorry you had to read all that. uh anyways, yeah. thanks and feel free to comment / message on my profile or smthing
