! At this time most of this art is old due to how long i took to put it together) All Art and coding (Obviously) By me :3 !TRIGGER WARNING! Some of the art might be scary/upsetting (i put that there mostly just so scratch won't k1ll me, it's rlly not that bad) A lot of this art is pretty old, so i tried to put it in chronological order 1. I was watching a movie with a lady in it that looked a lot like this so it thought why not? 2. Some pretty old vent art 3. Ocs of mine and my bestie's :3 4. Watched Markiplier play that backrooms 5. AGH scratch ruined the quality ;-; Some fanart for my bestie 6. I like to redraw a little horse figure that sits on my nightstand every now and then, not really sure why i started doing that 7. A b day drawing i did 8. Fanart of a friend's oc 9. Idk if anyone else watched Murder Drones but she's the emo Mc and she's so stereotypical it's funny 10. Literally loved the pilot can't wait for the next ep 11. Pomnie from TADC bc she's adorable 12. Oc for a lil project i'm working on 13. another Oc that's part of the same project 15. I had a dream i was in one of the great pyramids and this guy came out of no where and beat the crap out of me so i drew him for some reason 16. saw an AI generated image of spiderman holding a squishmallow so i redrew it with my spidersona since i had never actually drawn her before then :,) 17 I have no explanation 19 WALLY DARLING I LOVE YOU SO MUCH *SOB* 22 springtrap THE MAN BEHIND THE SLAUGHTERrrr 23. Idk egyption cat lady ig?
!Disclaimer! All of these were made (at least) a year ago so these are pretty old (the life update is kinda old too) Life update: Well some of the smaller stuff i watched digital circus and actually rlly liked it, got into welcome home, watched the fnaf movie (It was awesome, when Matpat came in and said 'but that's just a theory' my soul left my body) And i pretty recently turned fifteen (Yep i'm old) Highschool's actually been going pretty great, being homeschooled is honestly one of the best things that's happened to me in a while. I'm finally in a safe, comfortable, and healthy environment. I picked up writing again (although i haven't done it recently i probably should haha) And finally i wanted to talk about the most amazing thing that's happened to me this year. for about six years, iv'e been part of a program that teaches kid to play the steel pan (A percussion instrument from Trinidad) Iv'e always loved doing it, and it's always been important to me, but a bit before highschool started i auditioned for a spot in the hgischool group, which is a lot different than the elementary and middle school group, instead of one competition and one concert at the end of the yer, the hicghs-choolers do multiple gigs each month and are paid for it. they also take trips all over north America and play there too, and every four years there's a two week trip to Trinidad, the birthplace of the steel pan. I knew How elite this group was, and had to be, so i was extremely nervous. After a very overwhelming rehearsal of learning four or five songs in one day, i went home and tried not to cry. I really wanted to be a part of this group, but the songs were hard, there were so many, i was taking a long time to learn each part, Since being homeschooled i hadn't talked to a lot fo people, everyone was so smart interesting, and talented, it was a lot. a week or so later i got the call that i had made it, i was so relieved. Yeah i'll admit it was really hard learning what was basically twenty songs within a really short amount of time, playing in front of people so often, and eventually having to solo too, but honestly this band is maybe one of the most amazing things that's ever happened to me. Everyone there is so nice, smart, and genuine, and they're just different from any friends iv'e ever had. I'm not constantly nervous around them, they don't passively aggressively insult me, i'm not pretending to be something else all the time. A lot of my life my extended family would ignore me, like my cousins would never let me play with them, would ignore me or actually run away from me when i got near, as i got older, this caused me to kind of fade into the background at parties, and gatherings, and just sit in a corner. I never thought i deserved to hang out with the 'cool kids' I didn't realize until recently that the whole time all i was really waiting for was for someone to invite me over, like they really wanted me there. That's how this group has made me feel, that's what they've done for me. They don't know what they've helped me through, I really do love them, and i'm eternally grateful.
