don't read if u don’t wanna. im just tired. and i dont know anymore who i am. what i am. like, do you ever think ‘do people actually like me?’ stuff like that. i kinda tend to think that a lot. because im scared. my friends do all these nice things, but i still look at them and think ‘they literally hate me so much and dont want to be near me.’ heh… my best friends sit at a different table at lunch. wait, my best friends that aren’t actually my best friends and people i just met because i switched schools. and literally, ever since then, i have felt ignored and pretty much messed up. im quite positive i only have one real friend and i can’t even see her in person because i. switched. schools. fun, ain’t it? and golly gee, i have social anxiety!!! makes my life 10000000% harder than it needs to be. i honestly hate myself, i think literally no one likes me, and i just want to poof. gone. go somewhere where i can stop worrying about how good i need to be in school, and who i need to be, and who likes me, and who doesn’t, and kinda everything. i just wanna be good enough.
