here we go! my picrew story that nobody cares abt/asked for. I'm so bored I've stooped this low- click to navigate ~ pic 1 ~ age 7 - 8: I was an innocent, cute little girl going to a heavily religious Christian school. I knew nothing of the LGBTQIA+ community. I had an obsession with glasses [with no prescription. I wore them for fun] and I loved crystal necklaces. I also had my ears pierced. pic 2 ~ age 9 - 10: my mom didn't stop me from getting the ugliest bowlcut known to man. I still had my earrings and weird necklaces but now wore bright shirts and leggings. ditched the glasses because I was ~cool~. still went to Christian school. pic 3 ~ age 11: covid hit. spent more time than what was healthy with my parents and siblings. chopped off around 6 inches of hair because why not? my earrings ripped out also, so I ditched those. no more necklaces. then my family had a huge move to a new state. I got horrible anxiety and couldn't sleep. I also learned about the LGBTQIA+ community at my new inclusive school and became a "straight ally". my parents became increasingly homophobic but I argued my point. they weren't very happy about it. pic 4 ~ age 12: still a "straight ally". found a few good friends [or so I thought]. still had trouble sleeping, but not too bad. found fashion sense! wow, look at that! became obsessed with chokers. grew my hair back out and bleached my bangs [worst decision I ever made]. my parents began making weird homophobic comments that really hurt me for some reason. I told myself it was just because I was an "ally" and wanted to protect them. pic 5 ~ age 13 [beginning]: my bff ditched me after a horrible fight we had. I still don't know what I did wrong to this day. my anxiety came back full force. no sleeping. became obsessed with low ponytails to the point where I looked like I had no hair from the front. I began to question my sexuality. my remaining friends talked about boys, boys, boys, but I wasn't interested in that. sprouted freckles for some reason. my mom kept making points about me having a "husband" and "boyfriend". it got really old. pic 6 ~ age 13 [middle]: I found the bestest friend group ever of amazing people. I was happier! I had decided on being bi. I could deal with boys. but girls too <3. I told my close friends and they were super supportive! [we're now "that" friendgroup. two of my friends are bi, one is omni, one is lesbian and one is an ally]. I became obsessed with oversized band t-shirts with a collar underneath [and still am lol]. I decided, yk what? fricking frack my parents. they can be haters over in their corner. became a byler-shipping maniac. told my dad about byler by accident and he got really angry. that made me ship it more lmao. pic 7 ~ age 13 [end]: began to question my sexuality once more; I was so grossed out by boys. they just...ew. I discovered the art of high ponytails. bleached my bangs AGAIN, but they weren't as bad this time [though I still don't know why I did it again lmbo]. found an oversized black sweatshirt and never removed it lol. sleep was a regular occurrence now and I couldn't get enough of it. watched byler proof on youtube until 3 am some nights. worth every in-class snooze <3 pic 8 ~ age 14!: decided on being lesbian! [sorry I didn't tell you guys, I forgot lmbo]. I still admired male celebrities' features but wanted nothing to do with dating boys in general. [I can simp over finn wolfhard bc he looks very feminine ok]. developed the most unhealthy obsession with zendaya [my entire hidden folder lmbo]. told my friends again and they accepted me AGAIN [couldn't be happier and more blessed with these guys <3333]. turns out I also pulled two of my close friends [both girls] and I didn't know how to deal with it when they told me so I said "oh. thanks. but why me?" regretting that now *facepalm*. anywayyyy got two friends who were mutually pining to confess. tiny small gfs<3 I'm the matchmaker guys. also one of my friends who had a crush on me said she moved on but I feel really horrible about it. other friend that liked me is now dating the person I set them up with >:DDDDDDDDDD. [I won't do relationships until I can drive somewhere. I also think I'm too toxic for anyone's good lmaoooo].
yep. picrew is cool guys. also in the first two pics I did the wrong color green for my eyes so don't mind that.
