im schizoaffective which means i have symptoms of schizophrenia and a mood disorder, either depression or bipolar (mine is bipolar type) i have psychotic breaks which cause me to hallucinate and i also had bad violent thoughts with paranoia bipolar would cause me to lose myself and act as if i was the best thing in the world for a few days then id crash and cry for no reason and none of my hobbies would bring joy anymore adhd/autism made overstimulation common in school and id easily get distracted from my work or forget about turning in homework or even not doing homework due to lack of motivation obviously i was failing in most of my classes and ruining relationships because of my mania eventually i got expelled for bringing a weapon to school (which i did impulsively, mania/adhd, and also because of violent thoughts, schizophrenia symptoms) and got started in online school so i didn't get overstimulated as much they were going to send me to the mental hospital but at the last minute my moms friend recommended a physiatrist and we went thats when i found out im schizoaffective i was prescribed antipsychotics and antidepressants and (as you can see in the project) my whole life changed i felt just like a kid again and i honestly thought this part of me was just something you lose as you get older but it wasnt i was right under the surface waiting to come out again!! its nothing short of a miracle truly if your severely struggling then id suggest asking about medication or telling your doctor your symptoms, remember there IS another side of life i promise you that! if your scared to thats ok sometimes just talking to someone will help and im always here to talk :D
so glad to make projects again <3
