hi guys so as im typing this i havent fully decided if i want to leave or not but i just created this early so if i decide to leave i can just post this. soo im so sry to say this but i have kinda lost motivation so when i first started scratch i was rlly interested and then slowly i lost intrest, but aft my brother came onto scratch i started to get rlly intrested and did everything i possibly cld to improve and rn idk why but i lost motivation again and i dont see the point anymore to be on scratch i always feel that everyone's better than me and everyone (esp aes scratchers) are leaving scratch and that just made me feel lonely (ofc there are others who hasnt left) + my bro decided to leave 1 wk ago and idk if that made me leave or what but yeah. when im typing this, nth is confirmed its just the spark of my idea to leave. but nth is confirmed until i actaully post this. and ofc, ill miss each and everyone of u and im just growing older, and i rlly want to focus on my irl friends and evtg like that, and tbh im rlly not sure if ill ever come back or even create a secret acc. evthg just feels diff now. i honestly dk what to say abt this. its been long, in fact, rlly long since i started this acc. i might or might not ever come back, idk it depends. but ik how it feels when one of ur friend suddenly leaves with no notifications and i dont want to have to do that to yall. im crying as im typing this, i dont want to leave scratch but i want to leave scratch. honestly 90% of me is telling me dont leave, but im doing this for myself and my mental health but yeahh to my amazing friends :: yuna @yulogz :: hey uve been such ana amzing friend, it honestly been so long since we last chatted. for wtv reason why ure not on scratch anymore, i hope ur ok and when u come back i prob wont be here anymore and u prob wont see this but if u ever do see this, i just wanted to say uve been such an amazing friend i wish we cld talk more and im sry if i was annoying or what i just rlly appericated u as a friend + i rlly rlly hope u come back everytime i think of someone who has left suddenly and nvr came back altho its been close to 2 yrs, ill think of u and hope that'll nvr happen to u . aera @hirukophobia :: we became friends over ur bnr contest and i js wanted to say thank you for nvr leaving me, ure so amazing :) keep on growing and shining even if i leave dont let this affect u, ill be back for u one day , its just a matter of when. i promise. ill always rmb what u hv done for me. to the rest of my friends or future followers which i nvr got to talk to :: i hope u enjoy my projs even as i leave. im sry u nvr got the chance to talk to me but see you again soon.
:) guys i did this a rlly long ago and im sharing it now (rfr to my next proj to see if im rlly leaving)