[☆] yeah I lied to yall this is my new editing style! Thanks to @clownxoxo for the brush for clothing and a bit on hair turns out we're neighbors so- [☆] anyways heres my check up- [☆] I don't really know how to describe this I just feel like I wanna give up my life..it doesn't feel the same without my loved ones who died...I tried to move on in life I just try so hard I get great grades in school but it really doesn't make me happy I just want a break from I guess everything my life basically, I love everybody I smile alot but it's so hard to keep that smile. It's like I just wanna be alone I love everybody I met here and I'm actually being for real they've treated me better then alot of ppl have. I've cried at night to keep me asleep and now I'm just scared from a trauma incident, I'm trying to keep my joy up, support my friends, get good grades, and just be there for ppl, I feel so emo writing this idk if anybody would care or see this much haha... [☆] love you em <3 ( @CxpidCrybxby ) thank you for being here your such a sweet person to talk to, and I want you to feel better.
