I thought I couldn't love anymore. Turns out I can't, but not for the same reasons as before. I use everyone I meet, I can't find the perfect match. Abuse the ones I love, while I ostracize the ones who love me back. On the path of least resistance, I find myself salting the Earth. Every time I miss you, I feel the way you hurt. I hate to say it, but your parents were right. Don't trust stupid boys with far too much free time. And I hate to say it, but your parents were right, I'm nothing but a problem; Leave you crying overnight. And I hate to say it, but your parents were right. I can't focus on the future, only my short sight. I hate to say it, but your parents were right. I'm a tr___y, complete tr___y. a f_____g waste of time.