Please just stop trying to make yourself look like the victim, you're just making the situation worse by doing that. I know that you very much regret what you did, but what you are doing is not gonna improve the situation. Stop trying to make excuses, stop trying to tip toe around your actions, just admit that what you did to 2A was wrong, it's not impossible to make an honest apology.
Character is Ibuki from Danganronpa 2 (Please don't report this project, I'm not trying to attack tkhurka)