Didn't think I would have to say this but... JUST BECAUSE I LIKE KPOP DOESN'T MEAN I'M A KOREABOO AND FETISHIZE ASIAN MEN!!!! BRO I LIKE WOMEN AND MEN (idk exactly what i am yet lol) AND I DON'T CARE ABT RACE! I JUST LIKE KPOP OK? IRL I've had a few ppl ask me if I fetishize asian men? Like what? Sure, I do talk abt skz a lot and if they've had a comeback I might mention their visuals. BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN I FETISHIZE ASIANS!! Y'all simp over another race and that isn't fetishization, so why can't I praise skz visuals? I just like kpop ok? I am not a koreaboo. Yes, I am learning Korean. But I am learning it to understand lyrics and to watch lives w/o subtitles Do I plan on visiting Korea someday? Yes, I want to travel when I am older and Korea is on my list of MANY places to visit. Also they have some really good colleges there so I'm thinking abt it Do I mainly listen to kpop? Yes, but I listen to other types of music too (Anne-Marie >>>) Do I want to be asian? NO! I AM HAPPY BEING ME! (I don't mean that in a rude way, I just like being me thats all) Do I want to marry an Asian? Idc abt race, I just want my partner to love me (and give me hugs) I'M JUST SO SCARED BC I DON'T WANT PPL TO THINK OF ME LIKE THAT BUT I THINK THEY DO SO IDK WHAT IM GONNA DO HOW DO I CONVINCE PPL I'M NOT CRAZY? I am a really awkward person too, so the only things ppl know abt me is that i like kpop so they probably think im obsessed. I have a life outside kpop omg, if u just got to know me you would realise that! I really like kpop so ofc i'm gonna talk abt it a lot, I want to find friends with similar interests so im able to discuss kpop irl and not thru a screen. Ik u all think i'm a kpop obsessed npc but i'm not! I actually like other things! Like dancing! And singing! And that I want to pursue a career in music! I wish you guys would just actually try to get to know me, ik last year sucked bc i just didn't want to socialise, wasn't myself, and was really quiet bc i was sick and stressed and i never told anyone bc nobody asked. If u got to know me you'd find out how much i've been thru and would think before judging me.
That got dark very quickly....