Link for the song: https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/499703107/ so....today as of twenty minutes ago and counting...a girl i liked who i thought i was great friends with....turned me down and said horrible things about me. How could i be so stupid to let myself be led on. the feelings i feel right now are mixed. guilt...hatred, rage regret guild sadness....im so just done. I want to see this world burn. This world we call a perfect place. But its time like these i just cant deal with life. im not going to do anything drastic like harm myself. But i dont know if i can be online for a while. i hate this so much. I really do. Ill try to be on when i can. But right now im deppressed and wanting to scream. Its taking me everything to not cry right now. I love you guys. Youre all amazing. thanks julianna for making my life worst than it needed to be.
