ignore unless this is to you /srs /u im really awful at words, so apologies in advance,, but i just need to help, it hurts to see you like this </3 i don't even know if you'll ever see this, but in the hopes it does ever reach you, i just want to say thank you. thanks you for the countless conversations we've had, always helping me out when i felt like i couldn't take it anymore. and i want you to know that it will be okay. i'll make sure it's okay. i want you to live a life you want to live. you don't have to continue drawing. you don't have to stay on scratch. you don't have to stay on social media. this is your life, go live it. life is short, make the most out of it, make the choices you want to make. or you'll regret it. there is nothing worse than not pursuing your dreams, your passions. surround yourself with love. everyone has highs and lows, but i know you kyle, you can bounce back. i know the kind of person you are. you always try your best, and i know you're trying right now. that is one of the hundreds of things i admire about you. even when you're going through so much, you still try. kyle, please talk to a trusted someone about your depression. honestly,, it makes it so much better - you're not going through it alone. there is so many people willing to help, a simple talk about it can lift a massive weight off your shoulders. it's /never/ better to bottle things up. just know you'll never be alone. i'm rooting for you. stay safe. <3