So idk if my being gone for two weeks or so counts as me being 'gone', but it was a pretty long time for me. I had A LOT of school work and not a lot of motivation so not only was I struggling with school but I didn't have a lot of time or energy for Scratch either. So if I'm gone for longer than a week that's probably why. Also new art style which will prob be different in another week bc I change it so often. But omg this change was so drastic but also I love it??? I almost changed my pfp again Pls no stealing <3 Now I'm just gonna yap abt some more stuff ↓ ↓ ↓ Okay so I had this rlly bad experience recently with someone close to me. I told them about my personal concerns abt my mental health as well as talked to them abt me being aroace and they just told me that I wanted to be different. While I won't deny that I don't wanna be exactly like everyone else honestly it hurt that someone that I trust and love would say that to me when I felt like I needed help. And it also hurt that they just flat out told me that I was wrong and that I wasn't aroace when that's just who I am. I'm not sure if they rlly meant what they said but it still made me feel bad abt myself. (Another not so close friend also agreed with them so that was great) I am honestly confused abt my gender rn. Like, I usually feel gender neutral or no gender at all. But I also sometimes feel more feminine. I'm not sure if this makes me agenderflux, genderfae, or smth like that. I'm considering just going with genderqueer for now but that (likely) might change. A friend of mine came out to me :D and told me their crush :D So that's great :D
