i use to be so fliping happy I USE TO BE HAPPY i dont know whats wrong with myself i use to be pure hearted that all changed i became quiet,unhappy,tired all the fliping time,i dont wanna sosilize i stay in bed all day when i can sleep to block out reality i use music as a way to escape but it doesn't work it just helps ..yk i envy ppl who are happy ive got a family that doesnet family and then when they do i ignore it i wish i was someone else i wish i was happy ive got an attion spam,i zone out all the time,i overthink to much...i hate myself more and more for it...