big vent)) IM SO FREAKIN STRESSED RIGHT NOW. I can't go to my quiet space, my emerald forest, my ochre woods because its dark. I feel like I'm being torn apart I FEEL LIKE A FREAK IM SO STRESSED RIGHT NOW. I haven't slept in the past 2 days. These nightmares plague my dreams Ive woken up exactly at the witching hour every night for the past 4 nights. Always with a half shift. The first night it was my orca. I felt like I was suffocating. Like I was stranded on a beach The second, I could feel cold talons on my waist, it was my raven. The third I felt like was being crushed. Exactly how my maincoon died Last night it was the worst. I was my wolf. Turns out she's afraid of lightning. I woke up and my blanket felt like a net, my sheets felt like FIRE. Lightning flashing felt horrid. Im afraid for tonight. I'm freaking out. ALL I WANT TO DO IS HOWL. I feel like I loosing my grip on sanity. help Help HELP
