Kinda vent. . . . . . . Idrk I feel like I shouldn't be venting bc everyone tells me to either suck it up or "your life is to perfect to complain" or "your just fishing for attention" and the main reason why I'm venting is bc I just feel weird talking abt in irl and so here I am. It all kinda started when I moved from Florida and my 17 year old brother didn't want to leave and leave everyone he knew so he moved in w/ my aunt so now I feel lonely and since he went through everything that I will I just feel like I need him, especially in school, and mental health bc he went through it and him being gone I actually understand the quote "you never realize how good it was until it's gone". Behind all my makeup is a ugly, rude person I feel like no one actually knows who I am especially my parents, like today I was sleeping on the couch after school bc those after school nap just hit different lmao, and he woke me up telling to do my hw and blamed me for "not going to bed when I tell u" and I do (most of the time) and he just proceeds to blame me and told me if I didn't stop sleeping after school he said he would ground me, AGAIN, the last time bc I wasn't supposed to have tiktok and I still got it and they found out so I was grounded. Lol And to anyone at my school seeing this plz just ignore it and don't ask me if I'm ok bc I will cry on if you ask but I'll say I'm fine even tho I'm not. Do you every feel like your annoying everyone and everyone hates you and you just kinda wanna disappear I feel like Zoe, Emily, Alina, zoya just hate me I mean ik Zoe hates me, so do i No one's reporting my projects but still plz don't report this.
There's so much more but my ipad is on low battery so byeee
