✧ notes: :: I wrote this during 2nd period because I was insanely bored. first time trying to write a poem lol, enjoy! <33 (not a vent) :: entered in @in-bloom's writing contest ∘₊✧─────────✧₊∘ ✧ credits: :: thumbnail made on canva + written by me <33 ∘₊✧─────────✧₊∘ From time to time, I wanna disappear Because everything goes wrong whenever I'm here Saying things I regret, doing things that I now dread Sometimes I wonder what goes on in my head I wondered how to get away How to travel to different worlds How to leave people I dislike to rot and decay How to run from the cruelty of the world That I lived in back in the day 2 years ago, I tried to run away Promised the girl I was living for that it'd all be okay That no matter what would happen, I'd always be by her side And that I'd love her forever even when I eventually died As I started my departure, I saw tears streaming down her face (Now I wonder why I even bothered in the first place) But by the time I had made it, it was already too late They had all turned against me and I had to face my fate I was sitting in my cell illuminated by the daylight I would be executed at 2 pm that night My life started flashing in front of my eyes My dying wish was to see her smile one last time As I approached the rope that would end my life I saw her in the crowd and she was wielding a knife She was grinning happily and I hated it when she'd cry At least she was there with me to say my final goodbyes (If they want me to that badly, then I'll go now)