Hey guys<3 It's Rei, or vio as you might know me as ^^ either one works, whatever- i drew zerotwo from darling in the franxx, i hope you like it :D cred. anwthxx on pinterest (i think) surprisingly, this was finished in a day. vent below. please don't scroll down if you think this might trigger you. recently, i've been more busy with school (gr 7. lol) and with all the 10000 stuff happening all the time. my friends all seem happier without me. like it's better as 5 than with 6. they don't care about me, they won't include me if i don't ask. they can also be a bit rude to me sometimes and won't apologize even if i get extremely upset. instead, they'll say "control your temper!" it's hard though. i can't really control it. it's like... there's a monster in me that can't be tamed, yk. i've been able to control it better in the last 2 years, but still. my mental health is diminishing. i can barely sleep, i get at least 2 hours a day, i've decreased my food consumption, i find myself hating me and talking negatively about myself 24/7. failure. idiot. you can't do anything. sometimes i can't help but look at someone and think "oh, they're so much better than me." I've been slightly better recently. My crush confessed to me on the first of December, things are going well. He's a year older than me though... I'm not going to be seeing him after this school year... LOL we were talking about getting married when we were older 2 days ago-
Guys I'm not going to be as active as I was before. Maybe going to be on... once every two weeks? idk. anyways... A thank you to everyone who has been so kind to me while i was active on scratch! Special thank you to: @Greens_animator @Reds-animator @kasumakatin/@lukainothere @lilmush0v0/ /
