TW: Sensitive topics and venting So Not leaving scratch But I have had a lot of garbage going on recently Been feeling alone, but "making everything about me" and making "other people villians" as phrased by a supposedly good friend of mine My life isn't hard I just feel so overwhelmed constantly Been through 6 years of therapy Friends are there, but keep rejecting me Had a fight with one recently. Love him so so much, but he's been acting annoyed and been really easily aggravated. I acn't lose more friends... Having ADHD is so hard I keep overthinkung everyrhing aagh Anxiety and OCD don't help Neither does my oncoming depression episode yippee I doubt I'm a good person. I don't know what to do anymore life is so confusing. Might be less active, but still active. Love you guys
Edit: Made up with the friend, we're distancing now... Edit: Got stabbed in the back by a good friend who talked crap and said gross things about me Edit: Fixed things up with that friend, now admitting love to another Edit: So I dated and broke up with a guy, I am now no longer allowed to speak with him WHich sucks bc I loved him but I know we can move on for the better Thanks for the support
