6 AM SUGAR RUSH WOOOOOOOO!!!!!! IS THIS CANON? WHO CARES? WE GETTING PUSHED OFF A CLOCKTOWER IN LEVEL 11 WITH THIS ONE
It was agony but only for a split second, the impact killed her immediately. As her spirit rose from her body, she sat there for a second just staring into space before her senses returned and she looked down at her body. She wept softly before noticing a little girl standing there, looking down at her body as well. It wasn’t the same pink brat that had pushed her off the building though. This girl had long ginger hair and an unfathomable expression. She had small grey wings, a black halo and when she saw her looking, she spoke in a soft, sweet voice, "Can you see me now mama?" She felt an indescribable wave of joy wash over her, the pain was gone, she felt like a weight had been lifted from her shoulders, and then she realized who it was standing before her. Her stillborn daughter, who had never been given a name, but whose presence alone had kept her going throughout the ordeal of pregnancy. It was her, it was her child. "Yes my love, I can see you now. I am so sorry, I have failed you." She wept with joy. "I've missed you mama. Did brother make it?” The question made her heart drop, she didn’t think she’d be aware of the existence of her brother. “Yes but I handed him over to papa, he should be with us soon” she said, feeling a sense of dread come over her. Debbie picked up her daughter and rocked her in her arms “How’re you so big? I gave birth to you only a few weeks ago..” The little girl smiled and shrugged, "I dunno. I can't remember how old I was, or even how long I've been here. All I know is that I've missed you." "Oh my love, I have missed you too, more than you could ever know" she wept out of despair this time, this little girl never got a chance to live and it was all her fault. She had never gotten the chance to grow up, never got to see her world, never got to experience life. She hadn’t deserved what had happened to her, no-one did. “Don’t cry mama, I have a question though” She wiped her tears and looked her daughter in the eyes, she had the same eyes as her "What is it baby?" "Why did brother get to live but I didn’t? Is it because he's special?" That wasn’t the question she had expected at all. "No, it isn’t like that my love. The doctors tried, but they couldn’t save you. I tried to protect you, but I wasn’t able to do it. I am so sorry baby" She held her daughter tightly, not wanting to let her go. "I understand now, can I stay with you now mama? Forever?” "Yes my love, I won’t leave you, not again” she kissed her daughter’s forehead. "Then what's the matter? You look upset" "I just wish you had been able to live. To experience life and grow old. But now you'll be stuck here forever. You didn’t even get a grave where I could visit, you were just thrown away and marked as ‘medical waste’". Her daughter didn't respond. "I- You never gave me a name. Would you like to give me one now, mama?” That was it, that was the last straw. Her tears came back and this time, she cried loudly. She had been so stupid, she could have named her daughter, she could have given her a good life. It was all her fault and she could never fix it. "Of course baby, how about Shimmer? Shimmer was someone who was very important to me in life.. she loved your brother and she would’ve loved you, think of her as your auntie” The girl's eyes widened in delight and her wings flapped happily "I like it! It's pretty!" Debbie wiped her eyes and looked down at her daughter, Shimmer. Her heart ached, but she felt happier than she had in a long time.
